" Love Diary "

i don't know how my feeling.

i don't know how your feeling.

i don't know which way i can choose it.

i think this is difficult way, i am afraid walk in ALONE...

please accompany me to end for this way. (HOPE)


please make me stronger to face all this things.


Peace................ ^_^


Create by Renny

First..
Happy Birthday To mee..~~~~~~~
Wish i am always happy, success, health, etc.. :D
hehehee...

in this birthday, only pass with a simple bday with jz..
why i can say it??? coz no surprise, no celebrate, no cake
and no no no no..... :D
The first was a bit disappointed, but whatever lar...
because he's was busy.. :( i must accepted it,, hihihi.. :D
but he (Jz) give me a gold necklace as a birthday gift..
i am happy too.. ~~~~~~~~ :D (True Heart)

then..
in the office, two person fren (Desianna Wu & Ailina Lin) has give me surprise...
they are buy many small jco for me..
then they are sing " SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN" (Versi indo)
hahahaha.. ngakkakkk..~~

and Then...
in the campus, two person fren (Lifong & Santi) has give me gift..
hahahaha.. XD... (paise-paise) :">

and Then Then,...
so many many friends to say greeting to me.. :D
Thank you all, kamsahamida ... :)
Muachhh..Muachhh... :*

Today... Today.. Today..
We are Relationship full one year... lalalala...
That was so important day.. hehehe
:D hehehee...
time goes by too fast...
in this year we have a lot of memories.......~~
hahaha... in this year also prove our love..... :D

In that day,
we are wear couple t-shirt to celebrate at Teras Cafe..
hehehe,,, what a romantic place... we are dinner at there..
Then we also change our nick become laopuo n laogong..
hahahahaha... XD
The following are pictures of us.... check it out... :D

------ > @ Teras Cafe

Menu 1 : Drink

Menu 2 : Salad
Bread
Soup mushroom

Menu 3 : Chicken Steak

menu 4 : Ice Cream
Fruit Chocolate








------ > Anniversary Cake
Design by Renny ... :D













------ > Potong Kue lo..XD













------ > Gift

1. Couple Ring

2. Love Letter

3. Cd Ulead (Our Video)

Sometime feel so fast..
AND
Sometime feel so slow..
BUT
Whatever, Now its almost here..
Just one month, our relationship is full one year..
Happy Anniversary 11 month for cle n tie,,,
Love you.. ~~
:)

hihihihi..
Today is Our anniversary..
10 month lo,, so short..
i think is 10 years.. alamak...!!!
juskid...~~ hehehehe... :D

mez from cle.. ~~
10 Months
300 Days
7200 Hours
432000 Minutes
25920000 Seconds
its mean we already
25920000 seconds anniversary.
wkwwkwkwk... love u tie,, muachhh :*

mez from tie.. ~~
one day pass,
one weel pass,
one month pass,
but has not one year..
so today is our 10month anniversary,
thats mean 300days lo.. hahahaa..
love u cle.. tie always in ur heart,
n also cle too, only in my heart!!! muahchh:*

Today I go check doctor with Cle.
because all this time I felt my chest was very pain,
if when i wake up in the morning, take the weight of the goods or
strong physical exertion...
of the issue, I started very scared, afraid of nothing happening with me.
and today I go check a doctor and given X-RAY.
but the result is that for an Ulcer.
due to stomach ulcers, then the pain went upstairs,
thus experiencing chest pains, said the doctor.
so the doctor said I need to eat regularly, should not be hungry..
heard it, I will try to regularly in the eating.
Below is the result of my X-RAY.
when I see it, kind of scared, : (
because I think my ulcer is damaged.

This began to feel somewhat chaotic mind ,,
maybe because I too much sensitive.
I feel with you long distance, but every day meet.
why yes could think that??
What you lack in attention the same as me?
or less in love with me?
you still really the same concern me if besides me.
but when it's not there beside me, the situation is so different.
I think we were just friends status.! :(
especially when you're busy, just do not know where I am where.
Maybe i am greedy girl, want you alwayz beside me. hahahaha
(above is to my mind in this moment)

from now on, I would change would not think so.
because I know you are my love. :)
If every time that I see you, mood was suddenly very happy:)
and when I'm there beside you feel very comfortable and sweet :)
I really all the same love you. I really care about you.
I will maintain our relationship forever!
because I believe in you is that people can make me happy!
sensitive mind would not exist again. because I understand you.!
:D :D :D

I know,
each person must have a name EMOTION.
every man is hard to want to control,
But at least to me,you can control with a good ...
I just do not have the heart to blame you,
not have the heart to upset you,,
I admit, sometimes I was a bit fussy,
I can fussy was also forced by you,
I fussy because I care about you,
I fussy because I love you .. :)
but I would not be upset if you're more emotional,
I might actually make you emotional,
I'll take it .. what can make!
it is your character .. who told me to choose YOU.!
hehehee... :D LOVE YOU :*

Feeling very upset with someone ...
because he had not patience in teaching me ..
said the
"TEACH ME THINGS THAT ARE VERY TIRED"..
although I really can not., also may not say so ..
others may say so to me, but you should not be .. ~
This word makes me really not want to know how .. sadddd ..!
I would not want to learn more as you,,,
huhuhuhuhu...........................-_-

Today 04 Oktober 2011.....

Merasa nyesal....
karena pilih jurusan yang salah...~~
Pertama-tama saya masuk jurusan sistem informasi...
dikarenakan dari SMK udah jurusan RPL..
jadi dikuliah melanjutkan saja...
tetapi sekarang udah di Semester 5, di suruh pilih peminatan..
akhirnya berpisah dengan Teman2 SIMA... :(
Peminatan hanya ad 2 jurusan saja..yaitu :
Pemograman dan Jaringan....(SLLCP)
saya pasti tidak memilih pemograman karena tidak suka coding..
juga sangata oon dengan coding,tak ngerti... merasa ngtuk kalo liad coding...
jaringan, juga ga bgtu uka... jadi krg gmn??? pilihan ku ap?????????
kemaren dengar dosen katanya ad buka MULTIMEDIA...
ni lah pilihan aku.... karena saya sangat tertarik dengan multimedia..
merasa sangat semangat.. tetapi ad bad news.. katanya ga jadi buka jurusan
multimedia, dikarenakan UIB tidak ada alat multimedia... dan tidak ad uang tuk belinya...
ni alasan yang sangat sangat tidak masuk akal, masa kita kuliah mahal-mahal, setengah bulan bayar hampir mao 6JUTA.. UIB=UANG INGAT BAYAR ... masa tidak ad uang untuk beli alat,,
dan juga dengan alasan bnyk sekali larh...~~~ akhirny dengan keputusan.. saya tidak ada
pilihan lagi,, pilih JARINGAN.. aduhhh!!!! masa depanku gimana yahh????

Pada tanggal 19 September 2011,
Waktunya masuk kuliah...
sudah 3minggu wa belajar jaringan..
memang sih banyak tanda ?????
dan pada matakul teknologi server mendapat tugas kelompok yaitu DNS SERVER...
mulai ad tugas ini saya merasa hancurlah masa depanku... :(
kira-kira saya bisa Tamat gk yah... merasa sangat takut n nyesal...
Tapi saya tidak PUTUS ASA.. akan belajar lebih baik.....
BELAJARRRR..BELAJARRRR.. tidak ada kata tidak bisa....
SAYA PASTI AKAN BISA...harus percaya diri...
GAMBATE.......................~~~~~~~~
akan tahan ampe akhir walaupun jalannya susah sekali.... :(
jiayooooooooooooooooooo....~~~!!!!!!!!! ^.^